Mate sorry to hear this it's all you need but YOU ARE a fighter you will NOT give up cos if ya do I will be around to give you a good talking to
Keep the faith mate you have us all to help chat or what ever you need you are in all our thoughts.
Any time you wanna chat just ask and I will give you my phone numbers and you can rant and rave at me when ever you want,just please don't give up,it's sometimes good to talk or what ever to someone who is not a family member .